Can You Walk A Mile In My Shoe?

do you know what it feels like to be in pain 24/7's?
do you know what it feels like to be screaming and no one hears you?
do you know how it feels to have a head ache that never goes away at all?
do you know what it feels like to want your family and they cant be with you?
do you know what its like to have tears rolling down your cheeks and there is no one to wipe em away?
do you know what its like to feel like there is no love here?
do you know how it feels to be invisible?
ever felt like some one is choking you can you cant stop it?
ever felt like you cant breathe even when the fan is in your face?
ever felt like some has a knife piercing through your heart back and forth slowly?
ever had some one listen to your pain but they never really heard what you said?
do you know what its like to know the one you want the most doesn't even wanna see you?
do you really mean it when you say you live each day like its your last, but when you go to sleep you still think of thing you wanna do the next day...if you really live each day like its your last then you wouldn't be looking forward to the next.
do know how it feels to bottle up all your pain? afraid to tell anyone? not even god?
have you lost the one person who really understood you?
have you ever wanted sugar and got salt?
have you ever had everyone who cares around you and still be lonely?
have you ever felt hated by your own blood?
have you ever felt that the truth would kill you?
do you know what its like to want someone to hug you and tell you its going to be ok?
when was the last time someone held you and cried with you?
do you still have dreams? aspirations? goals? if you still do then you ain't ready to leave this world yet..

there is no medicine strong enough to take my pain away
there ain't no one who knows my pain
ain't no one who understands me 
ain't no one gonna stand for my judgement
ain't no one gonna keep my heart beating for me
ain't no one gonna be able to put me together again
stopped dreaming on January 15, 2009...started accepting things in life and waiting for my expiration date