I am saying sorry

I'm saying sorry first
I'm saying sorry last
I'm saying sorry for the future
but mainly for the past

I'm sorry that I wasn't there for you
and I'm sorry for not listening when you needed it the most
you were right
and you had the right to be mad

I'm sorry that you felt the need to apologize
and I'm sorry that you were hurt
I'm sorry that I can only see the good
and always try to avoid the bad

I'm saying sorry for all my mistakes
I'm saying sorry for being blinded
blinded by the perfect thought of you and me
when really we don’t have a chance

I'm the stupid one
I let you down
and I feel it deep within me

We both made some errors
and said something wrong
but that’s how life is
Nobody's perfect not even me and you
so I'm sorry for that too
And I'm sorry for everything but ...
Please forgive me We can change things back to normal
I'm sorry if this is not what you want
But it’s the only thing I can think of