the pressure is killing me just to keep up with the world. What the hell am i to do if i don't know? how the hell am i to get blame for actions of another person! when you cry in the rain your tears are hidden! when you are hurt your dreams are shattered! when your heart is broken you have no life. when someone goes away you sit in solitude. You wish and hope that someone would understand what you are going through. Things happen that we can never understand. things that is the most precious to you are your biggest secrets. I wish we can do things over again. We wish they took time to know us. NEVER LET THE FEAR OF STRIKING OUT KEEP YOU FROM PLAYING THE GAME! The thing that means the most to you is taken away you are broken into pieces because you have nothing else to do! When we look for answers we only get excuses. If you did it just let them you did and give them a dam good reason to back it up with! If you miss someone you cant seem to connect with tell them and make time for them to understand you.
If you love someone and you are hurting them but you don't know you are doing it?
when you love someone you are filled with love and joy and you get so carried away with your self you end up making mistakes and hurting them you apologise over and over again. Apology cant help you but just to explain your self and take the punishment that comes with it.
You wanna say goodbye but you don't know what to say, you don't want to hurt them. I don't want to see you cry or break in two it will only kill me to know i cause you that pain. When they are gone and there is no more baby boy to walk through the door no more butterfly kisses. No more hugs and birthdays there nothing else in a relationship that hurts more that hurting the one you love.
Promises are made to be kept to assure one that you will come through. Promises in a relationship only makes me worry. To hear the one you love say i love you and you are the only one and i PROMISE ill never leave is a joy and comfort to a woman. We are women we do things we cant explain we hurt people and we apologise sometimes we don't mean it sometimes we do but if you can admit what you did wrong and accept the guilt along with it you are doing the right thing.
If you think this will only be another one passing through you life they mean nothing to you don't stay. Not many women can fall in love and get over it some fall in love and cant get out some guys are like that too but its only pain to the other person in the relationship.
And a word to special people.......... if you don't want the truth to come out don't run behind the people who knows it don't treat them with isolation don't cut them out of your live because you always have precious strings attached and you don't want them to be clipped because it will hurt more than the truth would!
with love,
ANGEL
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