Thursday, June 28, 2007

DEAR.........

I am sorry you never took the time to know me! you never took the time to understand!
the pressure is killing me just to keep up with the world. What the hell am i to do if i don't know? how the hell am i to get blame for actions of another person! when you cry in the rain your tears are hidden! when you are hurt your dreams are shattered! when your heart is broken you have no life. when someone goes away you sit in solitude. You wish and hope that someone would understand what you are going through. Things happen that we can never understand. things that is the most precious to you are your biggest secrets. I wish we can do things over again. We wish they took time to know us. NEVER LET THE FEAR OF STRIKING OUT KEEP YOU FROM PLAYING THE GAME! The thing that means the most to you is taken away you are broken into pieces because you have nothing else to do! When we look for answers we only get excuses. If you did it just let them you did and give them a dam good reason to back it up with! If you miss someone you cant seem to connect with tell them and make time for them to understand you.

If you love someone and you are hurting them but you don't know you are doing it?
when you love someone you are filled with love and joy and you get so carried away with your self you end up making mistakes and hurting them you apologise over and over again. Apology cant help you but just to explain your self and take the punishment that comes with it.
You wanna say goodbye but you don't know what to say, you don't want to hurt them. I don't want to see you cry or break in two it will only kill me to know i cause you that pain. When they are gone and there is no more baby boy to walk through the door no more butterfly kisses. No more hugs and birthdays there nothing else in a relationship that hurts more that hurting the one you love.

Promises are made to be kept to assure one that you will come through. Promises in a relationship only makes me worry. To hear the one you love say i love you and you are the only one and i PROMISE ill never leave is a joy and comfort to a woman. We are women we do things we cant explain we hurt people and we apologise sometimes we don't mean it sometimes we do but if you can admit what you did wrong and accept the guilt along with it you are doing the right thing.

If you think this will only be another one passing through you life they mean nothing to you don't stay. Not many women can fall in love and get over it some fall in love and cant get out some guys are like that too but its only pain to the other person in the relationship.
And a word to special people.......... if you don't want the truth to come out don't run behind the people who knows it don't treat them with isolation don't cut them out of your live because you always have precious strings attached and you don't want them to be clipped because it will hurt more than the truth would!
with love,
ANGEL

Sunday, June 17, 2007

another used to be

how can you love someone if you dont like them?

It is clear to see that it would be just another page in history.
Pain is a part of happiness.
Love a person you never really like much.
Help someone who will never help you if you were dying.
Relationships are to be filled with fights and nights sleeping alone.
Marriage should be me sleeping down stairs.

None of these should be the idea in your mind if you love some one you should like them before you say i love you. For you to help someone who would never help you why should you help them? god wants us to help all. A relationship should be filled with flowers and a call from work saying i love you and i cant wait to see you after work. A marriage should be filled with a goodnight honey and a kiss. Love has no limit towards the greatness of love. If you love some one you dont have to explain your age difference with your companion. i am hoping what i am writing wont hurt no one if it does my apologies.

If a guy thinks being with a girl for one hour out of the week is a relationship you are only fooling yourself. A woman wants to be with the guy she loves, so much, she wants him with her until she falls asleep and wants to hear his voice when she wakes in the morning. To be an ex and still love the person who is no longer the person you come home to is the most painful thing. The thoughts of a person sholud no be it only one night with this person because one night can change your life you can fall in love with a person in just a second. If you didnt believe in love at first sight, try to believe it and it will be so amazing to show you it might be the right person you were looking for. If someone said you cant find love in the ghetto, tell them they dont know because they found it it does not mean no one else can find it there. Love is like a diamond in the ruff you might not be looking for it but you will stumble upon it. It shines and calls attention to the beautiful gem hidden. I you missed your love the fist time it will come back to you. The earth is round it revolves and whatever goes around come right back to you. Time after time someone will say if its true love it will come back to you. True love means you never leave the one you love, you never hurt them, you never let them down you always come through, always believe in them. Love is never an excuse to throw off a conversation or endless kisses to get out of a question. You are never afraid of telling them that you love them. You are never afraid of crying in their company. You never feel embrasses when they are laughing, you should laugh with them.

If you dont like a person dont tell them you love them. they would only become a page in history ANOTHER USED TO BE.

If you like someone and you cant expalin how much and you love them tell them you love them.





Glenroy i love you!