Wednesday, May 27, 2009

He is

I am happy
I am loved
I am beautiful
I am his

He is incredible
He is amazing
He is mine to keep
He is loved

He is not too much
He is not too little
He is just the way i want him to be
He is mine

His hair is soft
His lips are warm
His arms are welcoming
His eyes are mirrors of our lives

His voice is soothing to my ache
His touch is comforting
His stare is Admiring
His presence is intense

And i love it and i want it all

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Death is Pleasing To the Killer

Walking towards me
My feet slightly apart
Gun in hand gripped firmly
Everything slows down

My mind is suddenly clear
Every movement is suddenly in sight
Every sound is pronounced
My body is suddenly cold
And it feels great
- CLICK- safety off now
I wonder to myself
Would i really pull the trigger?

YES

There he stood with blood
smeared all over himself
Blood dripping from his fingers

A faint thud

There is no hope
I stand with my gun in hand
Already drifted to that place
Where i could kill and feel
No regret, no hesitation 
He held my heart in his hands

Thuds soo faintly

My heart is gone and so was his

(gun fire once)

The bullet went
Where i wanted it to go
The same place where 
His went.......