solitude

ill never be the same
lost in the darkness
i was abandoned by the people i loved
left to suffer and hurt

you look at me
but you dont see me
you dont see my heart

its right there on the floor
i needed you
but the world needed you more

yes my heart is on the floor
i already stepped into the black door
i am being eaten alive by my own fears
and still nobody cares

its like being buried alive
i am screaming and no one hears
i am being over looked

never again will i be the same
i am dead now
i am gone
its too late

even if i recover ill forever remember
i hope you never forget it either
i lived for you.

i was never the same when she died
a part of me became filled with sorrow
filled with pain

and now here i am
i am covered in my own blood
my heart is on the floor and i need u
the knife you used to hurt me is still in your hands
yet no blood as touched your white shirt
my heart is on the floor
i need you more than ever
i need you to save me
if you dont save me
ill forever be lost in solitude
i need u more than ever please
everywhere i look i see you...
i need you
i need you
i need you to love me
i need you to save me
i need you ........................

when you where mine

It was not long ago
when memories were made
laughter was everywhere
when wrong could be forgiven

I cant find a reason to let go
even tho i am not what your dreams are made of
without you its not worth living alone

Sometimes i scream out your name
what right is there for them to take you away?
after you were mine for so long?

Removed all the pictures
its was a time of love and laughter
happy ever after

Even though the pictures are not there
please tell me she is not real
and you are coming home

So many times i wake up at night
what right is there to take you heart away?
what was the reason?

I keep wishing that time would erase these lonely tears
my heart is in second place without you
seems it was easy but i never looked beyond the fog

I have lost my way
i cant find a reason to hang on
i cant find an answer to the questions

The pictures on the wall
looks at me with reasons
my head tries to convince my heart

But will it be forever
not knowing what tomorrow will be
knowing you love has ended