what is love?

It never fails when you love someone its from the heart, its pure, its true, its all that one needs to survive. when a person falls in love its never by accident, its never by mistake. it happens because it should. its never a curse, its never a regret. to be able to love one you have to love your self. how can you share your all when you are not even sure of what you have to offer. a event of the past should not predict your future. love is passion. love is kind. love is honest....love is joy......love is respect.....love is honor.......love is compassion......love is true. to love some one you should respect them and their views.. to love someone you should... honor them for who they are... to love someone you should be able to tell them your secrets and trust and know you can trust in them you should be honest....i ask my self each day if i live by what i teach but i didn't and i wish everyday i did practise what i preach for i loved someone and honesty was not present in the relationship and with out that there is no trust and basically there was nothing.....when all the little thing i never thought mattered begun to grow and the only thing i had left was my words and love......so many times i wish that i could turn back the hands of time and go back to the day i went wrong. i wish i could change it all but that is the past and i refuse to let it predict my future. so now i live by my words for the pain of loosing the one you love is torture and torment to the soul. knowing you cant change what you have done but you can only spend the rest of your life paying for it. hurting someone is a scar in their lives, it will always be a memory to them. and even when you learn from your mistakes and you try to fix them it never works. but i know that when you love someone no matter what happen the many pieces of your scattered heart love that person more than ever.......and through thick and thin you are there and if you have to stand in the rain and wait for them to return you are there........and even when you have reach your lowest and cannot hurt any more or be sorry the only thing you can say to that person is I LOVE YOU.........

i love you

i love you and i wont supress it. i need you i am not goin to hide it. i miss you. you are ma glass rose and each ray of sun light that touches the crystal is a ray of your love. when i open my eyes and i listen to the birds chirpin and the dew is still on the grass, waitin that one day when i wake up you would be beside me and i will wake up to the whisper of your voice. as i go about my day thoughts of you pop up in my head every now and then, i smile, for no reason just thinbking of the silly things you do that makes me smile so much. and i tremble to your touch. your arms are like the petals of a flower protecting the style from harm, in your arms i am safe nothing can harm me. your love makes me stronger each day and your tenderness keeps me through this life... facing so many forces that forbid this love but feeds of each others care and faith to grow into one and over come that is in our way. i love you and i will tell the world. i miss you and you know it. i want you and you want me. i need you and i am still waiting on you........... what will your answer be?

When he walked away

I stood frozen like a crystal,
unable to move as i watch him turn away.

He walks slowly towards his car,
taps his pocket for his keys,
opens the door gently and get behind the wheels

Without looking back he drove off
and there i was standing in amazement
thinking of that wonderful sound of his voice whispering in my ear
his touch so tender against my body

Then like a rain drop rolling down a leaf
a tear fell out of my eye,
rolled down my cheek and splatter on the ground
still staring in mid air as if he was there

Slowly a humming begins
i am missing him already
soft and tender my heart beats faintly as if death was upon my lips
as i turn pale and my eyes become glass
my ego begins to dance about hoping he will be back soon

Waiting patiently as the week passes
thoughts rage through out my mind of him just being with me
then again i found my rose
my rose that was so beautiful and still in its glass case

A petal fell slowly
as it fell my heart became heavy
my eyes became a ocean
tears came running down my cheeks like a river

For the falling of a petal is the breaking of his love
still i wait for him to return
but such chance is now dead
for when he walked away
he left me frozen and my heart became a crystal rose
as the petals fall i become numb to the feeling of being loved once again.

This is for my ladies written by a bestie

If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be Slower is better.

Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year ! later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? Always have your own set of friends separate from his. Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you. If something bothers you, speak up. Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later. You cannot change a man's behavior. Change comes from within. Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are... even if he has more education or in a better job. Do not make him into a quasi-god. He is a man, nothing more nothing less. Never let a man define who you are. Never borrow someone Else's man. If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you. A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you.

All men are NOT dogs. You should not be the one doing! all the bending...compromise is two way street. You need time to heal between relationships...there is nothing cute about baggage... deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you...a relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals...look for someone complimentary...not supplementary. Dating is fun...even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right. Make him miss you sometimes...when a man always know where you are, and your always readily available to him- he takes it for granted. Never move into his mother's house. Never co-sign for a man. Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need. Keep him in your radar but get to know others. Share this with other ladies..... You'll make someone smile, another rethink her choices, and another woman prepare. They say it takes minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them and an entire lifetime to forget them.

Missing you

missing you

you left me

alone in this world alone

everyday i wish you would just on home

everyone misses you nieces and nephews still morn

there was some many things we never got to say

we would love to have you back even for just one day

so many things we never got to do

so many times i wish i could have gone with you

i try to bear the pain

it only seems like everything has become a strain

but no matter i will never give up

i will do my best and keep my pride

we still wait for the day we will see you again

i will never forget how much you ment to me

you were my grandmother, mother and friend

together as one we will always be

i know one day we will all be together as a family again

we will sing,dance, eat and drink ever so happy

Dedicated to ROSE ELLA HARRISON (AUNTIE ROSE, ROSIE, MADA ROSE, MUM, GRAMA ROSE, SIS ROSE, MAMA, MOM) LA LA, DAUGHTER, MISS KITTY, DADDY B, JAMEIL WILCHOMBE, GRETEL HARRISON (AUNTY GRET, GRANNY), SIS ROB, ANNIE.

From your brothers, daughters, son,son in laws, daughter in laws, cousins, granddaughters, grandsons, nieces, nephews, family friends, best friends, and church family.

A risky lullaby

It is what keeps you alive, it a secret only you and him knows the truth. you cannot tell anyone because if you do you face the risk of torment and torture! you both don't what to have to deal with it. but its like a weak poison it is going to kill you but it takes a little while for it go in your system and when it gets there it travels slowly! they say love cannot die so you and him are in separable. you have quiet evenings alone when no one is around. no ones knows about this beautiful spur of love that shines so brightly but is deprived by consequences. just to have a little freedom would be appreciated just have a chance to prove it can work between them! but whatever is done between them is all a big risk. but taking that risk and not get caught is the melody of a risky lullaby when you close your eyes to go to sleep. then over and over again you come close to telling but u suddenly remember its not the choice of one but both person involved. How do you let them know he is the one who has style like a bently cruise or a special shoes! everytime you walk bye all the girls be looking at you! how do i tell them?

To Mr.King........

I love you

I love you so much its hard to say!But no matter what I am saying it today!You make my spine tingle!Thinking of you makes my feet wanting to dance while I hum a jingle!When I was a child to go to the beach is to play in sands but when you grow up you only want to find the hidden treasure in the sand. I have been searching for the one true person who wants me for me and I was blessed with a guy. Wow! He blows my mind. He does not have to go out of his way to make me happy just to listen to him pleases me. If I could make a wish my wish would be for him to be my lover, friend, companion, husband, and faithful rock to be strong for me when I can’t make it through. This guy is a one of a kind cutie he is Mr. Right who was waiting to sweep me off my feet, and I must say he did a darn good job. His smile his touch his big brown eyes they make me so weak and just want to fall into his arms. Baby I am sorry this started in to a poem but I am so over whelmed I have to finish it as an article. The little things in life that makes people happy are the things we all forget to do. My baby calls me from work when he is working late and that tells me I have a man who will be right there when I need him. I know I am getting a little carried away but bear with me for just a couple minutes more. I don’t care if you are not as tall as me you love reaches higher than the sky. And those pink lips that just leave me speechless every time I kiss them I only want to kiss them more. Your cute sexy walk is just smooth and I must say baby you balling. I think if I continue I will run out of pages to write on. And all I am trying to say is you make me happy and I love you and I will always love you no matter what happens I am here for you when you need me. And this wonderful guy who I am talking about is the one reading this right now! Baby! I love you boo!!!!!!